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(no subject) [May. 19th, 2006|07:02 am]
[i'm feeling... |cheerfulcheerful]
[tunes in my head |fiddle and the drum]

well in a few minutes i will be entering Pell City High School for the last time as a student there. sad? no not at all... quite happy really. one test and i'm out. niiiice.

So last night the seniors had our ba-ca-lor-i-et ( i didn't spell it right but just sound it out lol)and it was really really awesome. and towards the middle of the last song... i found myself fighting harder than ever w/ tears... now i have yet to cry... but all of a sudden two tears rolled down my cheeks and i was a gonner. i put my head on chris' sholder and grabbed onto his arm and then we were both gonners... and then i see kayla in tears call me over and so i get to her and then there was no stoping the tears. we just hugged and balled into e/o's sholders. and then sarah came and i continued my crying along w/ laura, casey, max, and kayla's mom (momma payne). i dono why but i just cried so much.. which is wierd i think because.. my core friends are coming w/ me to auburn. lol so i'm really not gonna be missing them. but needless to say... i was being a total girl and had to cry. lol.
and so we had dinner.. yummmm and got home and talked to my darling.
but now i will go, do my test, buy me another dress, and then spend the rest of my day talking to my wonderful boy. to all those graduates out there... congrats on this awesome event... and as it was said to me in a 1/2 way sad tone "we're growing up."
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(no subject) [May. 10th, 2006|04:57 pm]
[i'm feeling... |cheerfulcheerful]

so have i mentioned i have the greatest boyfriend in the world? cuz i do. why? because he may be coming to bama for college after all! that's right. my darling <3

so have i told you i have the greatest friends in the world? cuz i do. why? because they put up with me for this long and will for long after i know. always have my back, always by myside. my life <3

so have i told you i have 14 days of school left? cuz... i do. and yea, i'm a bit scared and a but anxious and a bit excited. i'm scared because new things scare me.. i'm anxious cuz i'm ready to break free and i'm excited because i know there is so much out there that i can experience. will i miss people? yes.. some. but those closest to me will still be with me in auburn or near by (T-Town and even G-ville)and the family i leave is only a few away. and my darling.. my sweet darling will be by my side.

so i'm ready for summer. so ready. i should draw up a calander of May June July and August and write in all i have to do... well it's rainy and i'm sleepy. tah all
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2006|06:36 pm]
[i'm feeling... |giddygiddy]

so in just 20 days it will be graduation. yes.. that's right.. no more highschool. i'm so very excited. i know josh darling comes up the 24 and stays till the 26th.. but i do hope that i can go back down to destin with him for a week or so. then when i get back i can have my surgery.. o so much fun let me tell you.
will's friends come in 2 short days.. i plan on getting my tattoo when they are here... that will be interesting.. but most importantly.. they coming means i get to have a blast on the lake tubbing! o heck yes!

*giddy smile*
that josh kid makes my day. i'm so crazy about him.
i leave you to talk to him.. tah.
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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2006|11:17 pm]
so i had the best time in Destin.. of course going there and having to come back alone makes it hurt all the more.. he's so wonderful.. i really can't believe how lucky i am. i miss him.. and i hate thinking about when i'll get to see him again.. it breaks my heart into a million pieces. i can't wait till graduation... hopefully i'll see him before then...

<3 kisses
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2006|01:43 pm]
so in about 34 hours my baby will be coming to PC. i'm so happy i can't even explain. and the best part is.. he's staying till friday!!
convention was alright i suppose.. though i now know i'll be joining circle K in Auburn. that will be fun i think anyways. i went shopping though.. gooooooood stuff.
i am excited for this week coming up though. so very.. the run down:
*Monday- pay for my senior shirt, take my essay test, disect, get the house ready for my guest (yes yes i know i know.. i, princess, will be cleaning) lol
*Tuesday- Senior Day, playing football, wait for joshy, head out to auburn w/ josh kaykay and kissy
*Wednesday- the official "College Day" in which we will be goofng off in auburn lol
*Thursday- more disecting at school which is totaly lameness
*Friday- club day and having o say bye to my sweetheart =(
*Saturday&Sunday- work work work.

i just can't wait till April 19th- 23rd... hope mum and dad let me go to Forida.
*sigh time to take a nap..
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oh-em-gee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Apr. 6th, 2006|05:09 pm]
[i'm feeling... |ecstaticecstatic]
[tunes in my head |uncommonsence <3 greatest group ever!]

He's coming tuesday!! omg omg omg! I'M SO BEYOND EXCITED!!! AHH! someone pinch me.. this can't be happening... i get to see my darling.. AH!!!

so you know my week is:
Friday- convention
Sat- work till 11am then drive back to convention
Sun- convention come home in the afternoon
Mon- disect crap in anatomy
Tuesday- JOSHY!!!, SENIOR DAY, FOOTBALL, and driving to AUBURN w/ KAYLA, CHRIS, and JOSH!
Wed- spending our "college day" at auburn goofing off
Thur- disecting some more in anatomy, saying bye bye to my baby *cries*
Fri- Club Day

soooo busy!!!
god i can't wait!!!!!!!
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ah! this boy.. [Apr. 5th, 2006|10:55 pm]
[i'm feeling... |giddygiddy]
[tunes in my head |the sound of his voice on the phone]

this boy makes me so happy i feel i'm gonna burst.
maybe i'll get to see him next week... god i would love that.. i need that more than anything...

i just can't believe how happy i am... finally
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congrats to my KP! [Apr. 1st, 2006|01:07 am]
[i'm feeling... |excitedexcited]
[tunes in my head |Nickleback - photographs]

ms. pell high.... i knew kay would get it. i'm so happy for her. <3 congratulations darling! you looked soo stunning.

josh and i had a talk.. but before that i watched that can't hardly wait movie and in it the stripper angel said something that never clicked till tonight

"There is fate, but it only takes you so far... because once you're there, it's up to you to make it happen."
and i think about it and it's true.. all this time i wanted fate and destiny to guide me.. i figured if it was meant to be.. it will happen. but it's not the case. i have to make things happen..

so with my newly acknowledged ... knowledge... i will face this new found issue with new eyes and new ambition.
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*yawn [Mar. 31st, 2006|12:43 pm]
[i'm feeling... |boredbored]
[tunes in my head |random]

so yea... i'm totaly bored...and what do i do when i'm bored? i take silly quizes that make me laugh. so here ya go.. enjoy...

You prefer Passionate sex!

You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs.

'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

this boy better wake up soon..
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2006|11:01 pm]
[i'm feeling... |lovedloved]

i found a boy, and finally i feel normal.
i found a boy, and he makes me smile.
this boy is another piece of my heart that i thought i had lost, when my heart was shattered by a boy.
i found him finally. i'm so happy.
thank you for the best week ever.

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