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HEY EMO KID! [Feb. 24th, 2006|08:41 pm]
[i'm feeling... |amusedamused]
[tunes in my head |the emo song]


this one's for you =P

enjoy.. cuz i totaly did
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the newest love of my life... [Feb. 20th, 2006|09:39 am]
[i'm feeling... |ecstaticecstatic]
[tunes in my head |Mae]






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(no subject) [Feb. 5th, 2006|09:27 am]

yea so all i talked to.. my house rounnd 3:30 or 4 kk?
love ya!
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(no subject) [Jan. 30th, 2006|10:24 pm]
i just want to say that i adore my friends... yes i do.
i'll post more later but for now that is enough
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some one had me listen to this song and i'm so glad he did... [Jan. 26th, 2006|01:59 pm]
[i'm feeling... |amusedamused]
[tunes in my head |Dark Blue]

I have. I have you
Breathing down my neck, breathing down my neck
I don't, don't know
What you could possibly expect under this condition
So I'll wait, I'll wait
For the ambulance to come, ambulance to come
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition

So slow down... this night's a
Perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone
In a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing (we were boxing)
You were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines (the power lines)
And it was me and you (this could last forever)
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue

Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the room could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone in the dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)

so today was who's who... i never realized how hard it all was. i mean.. so many topics over lapped the people i thought. ugh! w/e it was wicked fun non-the-less. o and bowman rocked my socks.... she really did make a marble cake! i mean.. i was just kidding but yay! so happy.

o and i totaly got a detention today. like i'm actually gonna go to it? no.
it was such bull shit. so w/e. she needs to get that sand outta her vagina for real.

2 days and i'm 18. i just can't believe it now. <3
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you're "set free" [Jan. 23rd, 2006|10:44 pm]
well today sucked cuz 2 frikin tests... though somethin pleasent happened to me. <3 i dono i'm tired and not in the most fantasmic moods. lol
<3 love you all though

PS sorry i didn't get your call till now... <3
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2006|03:35 pm]
[i'm feeling... |lovedloved]
[tunes in my head |Rescue is coming (i heard it on evan's myspace)]

the basketball game last night was so much fun. <3 love the varsity team.
katelyn slept over last night. frikin goof. she rocks though.
kayla: thank you for our talks... they mean so much. you are such an amazing friend. i need to tell you somethin... it's kinda a shocker but i think you should hear it... chris and sarah too..
Andrew: i love you. i do. call me anytime i'm always here for you. date me ok? cool. lol

life always works out for me.

talking to andrew last night really helped me see i'm not worthless like i used to think. thank you andrew for helping me see that.

if anyone has a picture of the guys w/ the PCHS on their chests and me n the rest of the girls w/ the PRIDE then please let me know. i kinda need it.... it's really important.

PS. rachel i found that polaroid of is in my car... i love it so much.
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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2006|02:39 pm]

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yea i jacked em from sarah.. busy day.. talk more about it later.. now i'm off to take a nap <3
PS i found my phone.. sorry i didn't get your calls andrew, sarah, kayla
much love <3
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(no subject) [Jan. 19th, 2006|05:06 pm]
[i'm feeling... |hopefulhopeful]
[tunes in my head |fall out boy]

so... today started shitty and didn't get any better till kayla talked with me... i was finally able to let just a piece of all my hurt come out of my bottle. i got just a fraction of my trouble off my chest.. but my day went from bad to better in that brief moment.. Kayla Beth Payne.. you truely are my guardian angel. i would be so lost without you here. i would be so far gone. your talk gave me so much... i can't even explain what it was.. but something inside me became calm and happy again. i want to talk again.. it just is a reliefe to let things out ya know? and i don't even know why... it's not like it fixes them... but for some reason it just makes things better.
lucky for me i only have one test tomorrow... i love when teachers push them back... yes.
i turn 18 very soon.. and yet i dono what to do...

yes... so i'm off.

To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway
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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2006|07:39 pm]
[i'm feeling... |hopefulhopeful]
[tunes in my head |silly boys talking]

SO! i have been stressed about the apartments... well my parents met this guy who knows people who sell studio apartments in auburn... well it's on glenn st right by arby's, chick-fil-a, cox street, our house, and our boys. i think mum saud there are 13 of them. ok well i was thinkin sarah since your parents may be interested into buying somethin they can buy you one and my parents get me one.. that way we are close together and in the exact location we wanted. and they are a really great price too... i'll get the pictures tomorrow so i'll send em to you or bring em to school and show you. i'm kinda really leaning towards this because i mean the location is SO perfect and i mean.. we are still by e/o and will see e/o like all the time... anyways.. food for thought. i'll give you details tomorrow and the next day <3
ok and with this... it solves my problem w/ if my rachie comes... if you do come rachela dear then you and i can just split the studio atleast that way you aren't out in the cold... i was just so stressed our about that... but again... i'll talk to you more about that tomorrow as well.

i rock at eng but need to do some more reading...
i rock at math and am actually looking forward to the quiz tomorrow... i just hate the class...
gov't... i dono.. we talk a lot and i love the talks... but sometimes i just don't feel i've learned it all...
and anatomy... forbsie worbsie is the greatest thing ever! we have been watching a movie and he got all teary eyed at this one part... i just had to give him a hug cuz he's so awesome.

now onto some art projects... any ideads? i have my major one... still need a picture for it... and i have some smaller ideas... but eh
11 days till i'm 18... so cool.
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